I'm very happy just now, you know why?! because I don't have anything to loose.
some minutes ago, I lost my everything, my memories.......

Yesterday taught me 2 things: 1. How lucky I am and god doesn't forget me. 2. Humanity still exists.
I forgot my wallet in taxi with a lot money in it and all of my identity cards and other important things.
The driver searched for me in all possible places and finally had called to my university, gave them his number and name, and told them Shadi Davarzani's wallet is with me.
They called me to my cell-phone and gave me his number, and he came too along way to give me back my wallet...!
oh I was completely disappointed to find it!
However he could made another decision but he didn't!
I never thought humanity exists in the world now! but i changed my mind.

It is the first week of spring here. I had very different adventures during this week. I don't know they're good or bad, but the fact is I've learned somethings by they!
I'm in the home again, mentally alone but not physically. I don't want to be alone but it's better for me, for my future.
I'm happy now, not completely, better to say so so, and the reason is I hope something good would happen in future. I'm sad now because my life is going to be different in some months later!
I can't stand being alone physically, but this is a fact!
The life taught me not to trust on no one, even my relatives.
Oh my god.... my aunt... I can't believe it, can I?!
I want to speak with someone, but I can't trust on no one! I can't...
I think I'm old now!